Right so basically, I kinda have to omit some if the starting details because I just now realised that Urvi probably wouldn't want it shared (((;ꏿ_ꏿ;))) but essentially they were in a minor(???????????????) accident and weren't in school and me nd their other friends just kinda assumed they'd caught their siblings bug/cold but it was actually that accident (⊙_◎)(・_・;)(˘･_･˘).
So after school ish they messaged me out of the blue saying " ,Hey do you think Sal would find it funny if I got [] whilst listening to car seat headrest" URVI I THOUGHT YOU HAD A COLD NOT ALMOST DIED ON YOUR WAY TO SCHOOL . (-_-;)(。□°)(٥↼_↼)
So the next day when I came into school I was about to walk into homeroom and then Mili stopped me because she was just leaving to go to hers down the hall and asked if I heard and I said yeah and turns out it was more serious than they played it out to be and they needed stitches,,,,,,
So then I get into class and me and Wren are shocked at how chill Urvi was over it and then Ishika???!! Came over and started talking to me in that insanely condescending voice that pastoral and SLT use and fucking accused me of "telling everybody" and how apparently Urvi didn't want that and they said to only tell close friends . Which . They literally told me to tell Sal because they thought it was funny . And Wren?????? Is a close friend???!? And I had literally just gotten to school how I "told everyone " is insane your guess is as good as mine. (・_・). She also started saying I was ????? Making fun of / making jokes about it and was "using it as a topic of conversation". Also I think it's relevant to note I got in just before our homeroom teacher did and everyone already knew what happened. The fuck. ????
After her. Weird telling me off thing I kinda knew SOMETHING was gonna happen. And it did! And I'm,,, incredibly pissed!!
Basically the next day at like 10am I got a message from Urvi but I didn't read it until lunch because I was in class, and it was about how "someone" (they never said but GOD I WONDER WHO) had basically told them that I'd been. Making fun of them getting into an accident and calling them stupid for it . I'm sorry but what the actual fuck??????????????????????????????????????????
I,,, never did any of that. I might've been saying how insane it was that they were so chill after basically a near death experience but?????? Nothing like what Ishika fucking told them?????. Why would I ever say something like that about them. Honestly all I can say is Ishika is a disgusting slug of a human . Your friend got into an accident and you decide it's a good idea to lie to them about their other friend saying awful shit behind their back ???? What the fuck is wrong with you?? It's hard to explain it but the message I got from Urvi just felt so sad,,,,, why would you do that to someone you're close friends with what is wrong with you?????. It feels so mean spirited and cruel I don't get how you can be friends with someone for upwards of two years, close friends at that afaik and fucking pull that shit.
I told my dad about it and he said that she seems jealous and is something else I can't remember and said that I should tell Urvi. I really want to but I feel like right now they're closer to ishika than me and I really can't predict how they would react. Sigh. I wanted this school year to be peaceful and uneventful,,,,
Honestly this entire thing is baffling. At least from my pov she generally seems to be the closest person to Urvi other than their girlfriend and Mili. Whenever I'm talking to them even if we're in conversation if Ishika appears they immediately drop it and start talking to her as if I wasn't just there, it kinda bothered me but I've accepted it. Which really confuses me,, because then what in god's name could that girl be jealous of. For all I know she has something against me for telling her to fuck off a few months ago in German after she kept making really creepy comments towards me and wouldn't leave me alone ' call me daddy ' 'that could be us' I'm gay and would never step a foot near your kind AND THIS IS A GERMAN CLASS LEAVE ME ALONE YOU CREEP,,,, I don't really care if her comments read as jokes it was creepy and really uncomfortable in the moment and if it was the other way around,,, a guy to a girl he only knows as a friend of a friend it would be seen as gross .
I know yesterday I was in the corner of outt classroom at lunch and she asked Seb where Vithu was,, and then when she came over she used that same fucking tone and went "oh hey so did you say this to X you know she told me about it and it really wasn't cool and it was pretty mean you really shouldn't be doing that do you want me to tell her that you're sorry and that you wont do it again?🥺🥺🥺🥺" All this whilst Vithu has said maybe, one word. Which, I'm not sure other than her whole annoying 'im such a good person look at me' complex is bizzare and annoying. I know I worded that completely wrong but you probably get what I mean. And then today in English when we were doing Frankenstein's monster and we were on that bit in chp 11(??) where the creature confronts Victor and we were sharing what we thought about it she put her hand up and said "I love how the monster calls out Frankenstein to his face I wanna be that good when I do it".
Call out????
Girl this isn't twitter drama this is you trying to damage other people's relationships for no reason what the actual fuck is wrong with you 😭😭😭😭. Just because your mommy doesnt love you doesn't mean you. Can go around parading about how you're a beacon of morality in some hope that you'll be noticed and liked event though at the end of the day there's nothing to you other than "jokes" that are just grade school level jabs at other people for no reason because the biggest joke in your life was the fact you were born and you acting like a charicature of your race because you're insecure of being a pale skinned Indian.
I,,,,, may edit out this last part tomorrow
